There are many things going on in the class. Well~ from school reopen till now, I’m always on the limelight and the topic that most of my classmates will talk about. But, I think I have to clarify things up today~

This idea of clarifying things came to my mind when I was on my bus trip back home. Haha~

Well, I admit that YES! I DO LIKE HER AND EVEN DURING THE PERIOD WHEN SHE CAME BACK TO SINGAPORE! I guess that’s what most people wanna hear or some had already known. But that’s not what I wanna say today.

I do spend quite some time to erase something off me~ the past few weeks are the time I spend to get over something~ things started off unexpectedly and end like a firework~

Some said that I’ve make a mistake to choose someone like her… during the holiday, I also said that. Haha~ but right now, to me, it’s not a mistake. “What attracted me?” this is the question that has been asked. Right now, my reply is, the feeling. It’s something special and interesting. that’s all.  And I don’t regret. That’s a choice I made and well, what’s the point of regretting? It doesn’t change anything or makes things better.

会后悔的事我不做，做了的事我不后悔~

People always think that things should turn bad/sour. Why? Why can’t friends be the possible outcome? People are always making things hard for themselves or others.

“You can’t always get what you want!”

That’s what I believe in. During this period of time, I think through uncertainties and possibilities. There are choices again, but I decide to get over everything. Work hard on it and the results were out yesterday. I went out with her, helping her out with 1 of the chapter. At that moment, I don’t feel that special feeling. No more. It’s all over. Nothing more but just pure friends~ =)

This morning, JJ came to the class, trying to say something or expose something to the class. God? What is he thinking? Just because I go out with her alone and that makes me having some 不可告人的秘密？by all means, just say. And 1 more thing, it’s 2009 not 1970s-1980s. Going out with girl alone means nothing but pure meet up. Having breakfast alone, going out alone. It all meant nothing. There’s nothing that I wanna hide. If that means showing affections, then you can assume that I’m showing affections to a lot of girls… please, grow!

Anyway, I’m over it~ that’s the final. The story ends here.
 And must thank Alicia and JH for some of the short conversation or advices over this issue. Haha~ 

So, after writing the 心里话， I feel much better. Phew… but I believe that the limelight will still be on me for sometime before it fades off. Haha~

So today after lesson, went to look for estate management office. Blk 74 is right under Blk 73. How cool is that? Saw WeiQi, well~ haha~ 好久不见的朋友~

Then after that, went to clementi de new shopping mall. Haha~ Sibei mini! CY had her subway meal, and as usual, KL is the one starting to make things funny~ lol~ then, we end up talking about what if Miss. A head is with Miss.B body. Lol~

Anyway, I was kinda shock and surprised that yesterday night KunYuan was planning a sentosa outing. Haha~ not bad ma~ 真是有心啊~ but was cancelled due to poor response. Then crap about HW being a vamp and only suck the blood of handsome dudes at night. Lol~ how I wish she come and suck my blood at night. And that will prove something~ haha~ 真是太恶心了。。。

Anyway, KunYuan ar, do you have some hidden feelings for someone? Lol~ let me guess, is it her? Lol~ I’m curious and I guess KL is also quite curious about it ba. Haha~

Ok~ I found Blue J’s album, 萧闳仁’s first album at causeway point yesterday. 有股想买的冲动~ haha~ Tank’s latest album is coming out soon! Haha! maybe I’ll buy all 3 albums at the same time! 要支持正版~

Removed the picture of my blog and make it plain. Haha~ simple is the best~ 虚无实最真实的~ changed my blog song to 萧闳仁 – 原来你在我身边~  很好听哦~ please give some comments about it ba~ haha~  

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