Last post of the year~

Year 2009~

Did many things~ haha, most of them are classified as bizarre! Haha~

As usual, I shed my tears only for my mum~ ;D anyone wanna try to make me cry? Making me sad is easy though~

Watch a lot of movies~

Talk tons of craps!

Went back to my previous part time job~

First online shopping experience~

Bought a lot of things~

Become materialistic?

Begin to download lots of things online~

Took quite a number of part time jobs~ (e.g. “IR Survey”)

Went for date~

Undergo some tough time after a few days of “self-perceived” romance~

Get to know more friends than usual~

Realize that my ego level is dropping drastically… something good I guess~

Attend a direct kin’s funeral~

Met some of my “long time no see” cousins for 1 whole week… they are cousins I don’t wish to see~

But there’s 1 thing in me that haven’t change, and that’s, I’m still as lazy~

For year 2010~

My wishlist~

New experience~

Hope I don’t end up self-perceiving again~

Start to balance my income and expenditure~

Some kind soul to buy me Patek Philippe~

And more wish to come along the way~ haha~

Year 2010, I’m counting on you~

Holiday~

2010 is around the corner! That’s so fast. 2009 seems short but quite a lot of things happened. Been through lots of high and low in 2009~

Well, 2010~ want do I want? Hmm~ what can I have? I don’t always get what I want, even if I get it, I lose it so, now, I just wanna know what I can have~ haha~ anyone can answer that?

Well, off to research~

2010! I’m looking forward to you, so don’t fail me like how 2009 did. =)

Christmas is as usual~ alone~ haha!

Well, I don’t really care about Christmas, nothing to celebrate for me. Just wishing others to be happy. That’s all. ;D

Oh, on the eve, went to watch Avatar~ haha! Not bad~ interesting plot~ the 3D is omg… a movie near 3hours + 3D~ the eyes are having some tough time at the beginning but adapted to it after a short while. Exchanged present. Well, I receive something that I may or may not use… a notebook. Haha, but I bought something that what YongCai will not buy. But well, people change. Haha~

Yesterday was damn busy!!! I busy doing nothing in the noon then rush down to woodlands to meet atikah for project~ then rush to clementi to collect my first online shopping product~ then rush back to AMK to meet Huiwen~ KuanYuan~ and Joanne~ Popeye-d~ then walk around and head back home. Haha~ what a small gathering~

And here, Sunday, the day to accompany my mum~ finally can have some break with my mum~ but DVD player spoil!!! Tmd… so went to buy a new DVD player just now~ Samsung! Best~ dunno, why, but seems like I trust Samsung a lot~

Well, the week ahead is busy, cause I haven do a lot of things… Aishhhh…

Looking forward to 2010~ hope there’s some major changes or overhaul in my life~ haha~ for so many years, things looks and feel the same to me~

Finally! CT’s over!

Not in a good mood despite drinking down 1 large cup of cold chocolate… zzz~

This morning was fine, until I board 74… idiots and kiddos never fail to pull the trigger… simply piss me off when I’m trying to study and there’s these 2 idiots who are gangster-look-a-like but with a brain kid-like… they’re talking about every commercial that showing no mobile TV and also some ben 10 and stuff… hello! Look at you, gangster yea? Why are you behaving like a toddler? Nuisance… I’m ok with idiots’ existence but why must you be so loud that the whole bus can hear you? Zzz

The EHM paper was ok. Hope I pass.

Went to AMK hub to do some shopping. Koi café is best~

Took 265… and zzz!!! This time, moronic gay… zzz… wtf sia… he’s fking gay and stupid… I’ll feel uneasy with gay, but not to the extent of insulting them… but this is too disgusting… he’s right infront of me and behaving like a big time gay!!! Wtf!!! 超超超恶心！！！and 1 more thing, 265 is a loop bus, so meaning it’ll do a detour at certain part of the route. My house is at somewhere near the detour. And that guy is damn stupid cuz… he alight 2 stops before me, and run. Nothing interesting, for an idiot to run after alighting, but know what? He ran the opposite direction of the bus and board the bus where I alight… zzz… clap… why am I seeing so many weirdos in a day? Zzz

Oh, 1 thing, I’m hating myself now. Because, something’s getting interesting. =)

This song is quite old but still, it’s nice~

~告诉我~

一个人走一走

街灯下的路口

握不紧的双手

不知怎么形容

已被你击退的我

不知道该往哪躲

想不到挽留的借口

面对面跟我说

你已经不爱我

承诺全部没收

让我忘了所有

一个人重新来过

你怎么那么从容

怎么都等不及我回头

狠心的话 全都讲完

剩下的路 各走一半

也许我真的不够勇敢

毕竟相爱一场有太多片段

告诉我 怎么能忘记你的笑容

告诉我 怎么做才是普通朋友

假如你用心守候

不会是这个结果

你说的我都懂

我却不能够

就这样放手

告诉我 悲伤的时候会想起我

告诉我 你舍得让我独自漂泊

有些话说不出口

害怕又犯下了错

分手还没有说

泪就先流

面对面跟我说

你已经不爱我~

Piles + Condo + Mosquito = killers!

These few days really tmd piss off…

可恶！！！我不知道我做了什么！ 但你要硬碰硬！ 我奉陪到底！！！靠！

超讨厌被藐视的眼神！！！可恶！！！

Anyway, a few MV to relax myself~

the following mv, bo peep bo peep (保佑保佑 hokkien)

明明是我在看着你。。。 你到底在向谁伸手啊。。。

你知道。。。

Sian ar!!!

Tired ar!!!

Sleepy ar…

The impregnable defense falls to not the attacks but to the crack it develops within.

Haiz… seriously… I’m really down to my luck~ first… seems like my window7 is screwing with me… and… haiz… what to say? I left a wrong impression… well…

And…

So, tomorrow~ it will be a better day. Hopefully… recently, a lot of things happen… mostly unpleasant… December le ley!!! Should be the beginning of all joyous events and festival… but seems like I’m not in any mood to celebrate any…

Now I really hope I’m selected for IAP. Seriously… I was wondering whether or not should I be working 6 months, but now, I guess working for 6 months is the best option for me.

And, thanks~

Guilt is superfluous, cause you’ve done the damage.

弥补？多余。。。

Seriously… I’m damn piss… although it’s a bit too late. But well, I’m pissed.

In the past, people might do something nasty to you, but that’s all in the past? But why are telling that to everyone even to those you just met for the very first time? Are you very happy to talk about someone past? Oh please, he’s my good friend and you’re telling him all these? How random can you be to start a topic like that? Or is it even a topic? Sometimes, when you think you’re better than the others, actually, you’re all rotten. Both inside out. I’m not defending anyone, but seriously, there’s no more conflict between you 2, so just shut up. And 1 more thing, there’s something that you’re hiding but discovered.

超受不了。。。 老爱把以前对方对不起你的事整天挂在嘴边。 拜托！一年多了，放手吧！你们两都可以算是陌生人了，但为什么你老是把她对不起你的事告诉每个人？ 连刚刚认识的人，你都可以以这件事当成话题。Zzz

Actually I know nothing about it, till my friend told me about it. Wtf, is she nuts to tell you all these? She’s simply have no random topic but to start such stupid things as topic. 1 thing, can she just shut her mouth? She’s causing a lot of nuisance. Ya ya, we know you’re hurt! But 1 thing, you did not take any actions? O.o? Since when you’re so kind?

Will be having my LAD common test tomorrow and I’ve yet to start a thing. Just let things be, who cares?

Heart is something hidden within a body and you don’t get to see it. Judge only what you see, not what you think.

oh, new blog song, 范逸臣-不說出的温柔. joanne kinda dislike it, but i simply love it. haha~

妳是否 忘記了 那時候的笑容 如果我 已不在妳心中

捨不得 為什麼 妳說過的以後 留下我 能不能圓夢

那天空 雲很多 看不見妳的輪廓 只剩下太多來不及說

(是我 妳好嗎 沒什麼事 只是想知道妳好不好

這是我最後一次打給妳了 希望妳好好照顧自己)

不說出的溫柔 讓妳離開我 我以為 妳都會懂

等著妳 我才發現難過

很難說 有沒有 想念過妳的手 可能是 我不願去觸碰

不記得 本來妳 有沒有擦口紅 反正是 我已經錯過

那天空 雲很多 看不見妳的輪廓 剩下太多來不及說

想哭的衝動 開始在失去以後 才等著妳的手 擁抱我的寂寞

該說的時候 早應該大聲的說 那種認真的折磨 弄巧成拙

不說出的溫柔 讓妳離開我 我以為 妳都會懂

想哭的衝動 開始在失去以後 已經擦乾了淚 為何還有點痛

該說的時候 早應該大聲的說 愛已經留下缺口 剩下沉默

不說出的溫柔 讓妳離開我 去擁抱 妳要的夢

別擔心我 我會好好過