I went for a hair cut today. I brought YJ there with me. Since he wanna try out, then I shall fulfill his wish. Entered the shop, the uncle, again… came to me and gimme the face that he knew what I want. I told him, “Cut my fringe shorter! Don’t let it cover or even touch my eyebrow!” I think he understand that. YJ went home to get money before joining me there. But in the end, my fringe is also touching my eyebrow…told to cut again, then he cut again… but still it touches my eyebrow… he told my mum that it’s ok, only a few touches… hope that it’s really OK for MYE…. YJ had been spike by a lady. LOL! I saw him being drag to the side by the lady for the hair cut. Haha. Poor him… I was told that the uncle there has the highest popularity. I woke up at 10+ this morning. So late! Headache…. Stupid Chelsea, cause me headache. I have nothing to say about the current premier league. Hope the return of Crespo will help them to regain their premier league title. UEFA and FA cup is their hope left. Headache.

我迷了路

爱是丛林深处的树

枯萎在你疯狂的报复

爱你爱上这不归路　

你伤痛望我能平抚

我愿背负你　

深夜的孤独只是有一种　

失血的麻木

做你最甘心的猎物　

到垂死还不觉痛楚

The premier league is coming to an end, will Chelsea catch up or will Man United win the league for the very first time in the 21st century? As a Chelsea fan, I really hope that Man United will mess themselves up. There are 2 reasons. I’m wicked and I’m bias. Chelsea will still win if everything goes according to my plan. Doubt to have the power to make things go my way. Monday is coming, Mid-Year Exam! Forget about it. Better don’t stress myself out. Besides mid-year exam, there’s good news. On the very last day of the exam, and that’s 11 may. I’ll be going to the annual CHIJ St Nicholas Girls’ school Jubilate IV concert. I own a pair of tickets. So that’s me and someone. ^_^ what shall I say? Excited? Of course. Can’t wait to create a time machine to go forward the time. But I don’t know how to go. Searched through the internet, and found the transporting route there. Gonna spend about 1½hrs to get there if I take MRT + bus. So I’ll leave before 5? Need to have my dinner before attending it. Or else, I die of hunger in the Concert Center. Argh! But still, I need to do well for my mid-year. Things are not the same as before. I’m sec4. Need to strive hard for my studies. This is the theme song of my blog, a nice song. Meaningful lyrics.

Song: 主题曲

回忆的声音　

播在夜里　

像是一首旋律　

多么美丽那时我很肯定　

你是我唯一　

眨个眼我们就各分东西

再说我爱你　

泪把心占据　

却有些甜蜜　

让伤心被允许说过的话语　

做过的事情　

像歌曲陪我每个冬季

纪念着我和你相爱这主题　

时间早已忘记　

分手时候的无情

你给的美好回忆　

让我有怀念的勇气

A good song. Play it in the playlist of my blog. There are 3 more songs from the same artist. His songs are nice. Suits the type of songs I like. Songs of the memories are the sweetest melody.

我迷了路　

爱是丛林深处的树

枯萎在你疯狂的报复

爱你爱上这不归路　

你伤痛望我能平抚

我愿背负你　

深夜的孤独只是有一种　

失血的麻木

做你最甘心的猎物　

到垂死还不觉痛楚

Back again! I’m feeling good! A happy/wet afternoon. I didn’t attend a lecture, so I went home. On the way home, I realize that I left my file in school! I’m already at AMK central!!! Return back to school. I was drenched totally. How can this happen to me? I made my mistake, got nowhere to run, life goes on. Haha. A small part of Untitled lyrics. Don’t know why, I felt so happy. Feel blessed. 变得很自恋。Because of this, I received a few kicks to my legs. Not pain at all, instead, everything in my eyes has become so positive. I admit that I’m being very optimistic for this afternoon. Even though I ran back school in the rain to retrieve my file. Bought 2 mangas. FMA book 16 and ½ Prince. I can’t stop laughing when reading them. Especially ½ Prince. I’ll introduce that manga to my friends. What can I say? The story is about BL and GL. Woo! (BL=Boy Love, GL= Girl Love) haha. A very nice manga. Yesterday I cried. Because of 1 litre of tears. But I’m not going to watch it today. Or not the happiness that I received once in a blue moon will be spoiled. Must watch the video! It’s in my previous post. I watch that tribute, I feel very depress. Stress!!!! It’s so good to be alive! Especially with you living on this earth! Stay tune, cause, recently I have been paying attention on the Planet Mars exploration. Reports shows that water might exist on Mars. I look for more facts to prove this report! Stay tune!

1 litre of tears, a drama thats worth watching all over again. cant hold back my tears when watching. share a small tribute of the movie with all my viewers.

Yesterday went to street soccer competition organize by SJI. Defeated, fought 4 match, won 3. We should not lose the fourth match, but can’t help. We have a bias referee. He must be blind not see to see outside done by SJI. The worst, he sees illusions of us doing fouls. I didn’t even score yesterday. Or I should say I can’t score. Nick, yang and YR is too pro. Al least we got a second. Don’t even want to care about it anymore. Next year, those 3 boys I mention will be back for some thrashing. The girls also won the second. WX is kind of good in soccer. Score goals in every match. But she can produce a very cute sound when ever she misses the ball. Haha. My back hurts. Pain! That’s all for today.

What’s wrong with me? Get irritated easily. Keep forgetting that I can’t change anyone. The truth. Never mind then. I just don’t make the mistake twice. I can’t change anyone, and no one change because of anyone. Just don’t be bother about it. Tomorrow is the day I longed for. Street soccer. Hope we can trash the other schools. Hope to get hat trick!!! Quite impossible when my team have players like nick, YR and yang. Don’t see that yang guai guai no harm. He’s the most dangerous player. Never mind. I have my plans. Win by plan or win my striking. When all hope is gone. We will win then my physical. All our strikers are like bombers. Hurt them as much as we can! Most probably we disable them. I doubt they can hurt me. I’m well known for escaping strikes. They can’t get away from my defense unless they are as good as the players in my class. Must win! Back to today’s’ topic. Number 7! You will know the reason why.

- 7 were known to be lucky.
- My birthday is 17
- 9 - (Square root (1 x 9)) + 1 = 7 ( I’m born in 1991 )
- I sleep for 7hours
- Andriy Shevchenko is No. 7 in Chelsea.
- Se7en is a better singer then rain.
- My daily allowance is $7.
- There are 7 habits to be an effective youth.
- There are 7 dwarfs in snow white.
- Bastian Schweinsteiger is No. 7 in Germany national team.
- I’m taking 7 subjects.
- There are 7 days in a week.
- pH value of 7 is neutral

See how “7” affect me. My favorite football players are No. 7. haha. 7 is a good number.

This world is too noisy. Idiots just can’t get their mouth shut! My head hurts during the very start of the day. Geography lesson irritated me. Human beings become smarter and smarter. From the very beginning of human era, they were curious about things, exploring truth. But greed was growing in the heart of the human beings, the urge to control. Human beings became low and dirty living things, fighting against each and others, fighting over things. For money, they fought, the do things, they earn. They damage the world we’re living in. But for now, they realize that they can only life for once. They can’t steal, can’t earn another life. So they long to live longer. Now, in order to cover up their selfishness act, they use the propagandas to influence the people thinking. Reuse, recycle and reduce.

From the start, they should have done this. But they didn’t, and now, we’re in troubles, they start to use this to cover up, using the future generation as excuses. They only want to life longer, that’s all. By using only their mouth. Can anyone name me someone who is selfless throughout his/her life? None. Human beings were created to have mixed characteristic, both bad and good. No matter how many good deeds they had done, they will still have he selfishness within them. So live for yourself. Who knows what will happen in the future? Or even the next minute?

You can try to save the environment. No objection, but do that because you wanna help, but not being affected by others. You can do nothing to help the nature. No one can change you, and you can change no one. Therefore, you can do nothing much in changing someone, then if you wanna change the environment, then that will be totally pointless. Nothing much you can do. I won’t bother about how much people say to save the earth. No one can save it, even “SuperHumans” can’t do that.

We can’t save something that can’t be saved. Reducing the damage is what we can do. Know what you wanna do. Don’t do it with your mouth, prove it in your daily lives. No one knows whether the people who always shout “save the earth! Save the earth!” helped out too. They only use their mouth. Your actions to save the Earth, need nothing to prove it. As long as your conscience know that you did your very best in helping, then that will be good enough. Only people who can do nothing will only use their mouth. This world is so noisy. When can idiots shut their mouth up?

I’m high! Haha, today was a great day for me! I know my English oral result! And I scored 30 out of 40! That was my first time I scored that well! My examiner is our English HOD! How could it be possible for me to do that? Maybe I’m blessed or my life is charmed. Just joking, it will not be possible for me to lead a blessed or charmed life.

But recently, my anger for those “Class Form Fan club” is getting out of control, or I should say, I can no longer accept it. Please, you guys said she likes to do things that are out of her job, but think, she did those things out of concern. Is she in the wrong? No! You guys just can’t think logically! She called your parents to know about your life at home. This is our last year and she only want to play a role as a good form teacher. But you guys don’t appreciate her hard work, but instead, you all start to hate her. Be truthful and ask yourselves. What will she gain spending extra time on us? What will she gain “Sabo-ing” us?

Imagine that you’re the teacher of your own class, facing students like us. Won’t you feel worried about us? When you read this, don’t say that you won’t be a teacher. Put yourself in others’ shoe. Right or wrong is being judged by you. That’s you blind spot. You can’t see the truth. Student complaint when their seating arrangements were being change. Wake up! Your reason to complaint: I got separated with my best friends! Think about it, will you learn when you always talk in lessons? Teachers made the effort to provide you an environment to learn. That’s the aim and purpose of students coming to school. You’re not in school to chat during lesson, flirt, or even sleep. Different things are to be done at different places. Life example, you don’t eat your dinner in the toilet, you don’t flirt while swim. Everything has a natural order and also the place where it’s meant to commence. Think about it, what ever a teacher does, they are doing it for your own good. They have a purpose for their decision, and the decision made was being carefully planned and it’s always made to provide the very best to the student.

You people just want to enjoy in class, and when things were changed not to your likings, he or she who made the decision will be in the wrong. The reason is simple; you always think you’re right and never wrong. If you think I’m talking craps, feel free to exit, but that’s an act of cowardly. You can’t face the truth and yourself. This might not be the truth to you, but it’s the unchangeable fact to me. Not gonna talk about this anymore, this made me wanna link to my CCA cadets, the lower Secs. I wanted to write about an incident I had in Malaysia trip, but I think it will be best to keep it to myself. Recently helped 2 boys to make their blog. Ezra and Xiao Yang. Please visit them and tag them. I’ll stop today.

My mood sucks to core! Feel irritated by nothing. Maybe is my mood swing in fault again. First, to avoid getting caught by the discipline department, I was hiding from them like a cat. Secondly, I had a headache. Thirdly, for no reasons the boys start to getting around Ziya and gossip about her. That’s not the problem, but with my headache, those boys shout for me from one end of the corner to another. What he wants? Asking me to join in for the sake of gossiping? That’s totally not the act of a mature teen should do in this age. Very fun is it? As a man, you gossip about a girl, I don’t mind being the victim under the dirty mouth of yours, but think another way, she a girl! Put yourself in others shoes!

You told me you were trying to get the rumor away from me, but what’s the point? From the very start, you guys were the ones who started this rumor between me and Ziya… and now, you say you were trying to help me. Can I believe in your words? Are you really trying to help or you want me to fall into another trick of yours? Landing me into deep shit? Please use your brain and think, the way to help me, is to shut your mouth and end this topic. Don’t try to find another target for anyone. It helps you in a way or another and also, it ensure that it clears the awkward situation between me and Ziya. Calling, “大哥！大哥！” and “大嫂！ 大嫂！” very fun?

To me, I’m always neutral, but your insult to your intelligence had totally pissed me off. What’s the point insulting a perfect growing brain of yours? Or wanting to attract attention? I can’t understand… the way you think and treat your life is a total disappointment. I have been your classmates for 4 years, but I never want to see someone whom grew along with me in secondary life land in a state like that. And please, what do your gain by calling me, “Bro!” and “Sister in law!” to Ziya? Please, the way you do things will affect both of us. Please put yourself in others shoes… or even try scolding yourself in front of a mirror. Using the dirtiest words you can produce from your mouth. And see how it feels.

Tomorrow will be SPORTS day, doing public duty again…wondering should I haiz or not? Going to MIND café… all expenses on our own… heaven or hell? Who can make the choice for me? Btw, I think you viewers had noticed that my info at the left side of the blog is in Japanese. Kinda unique. Slow marquee is also for the visual effect. Hope you viewers like it. Even if you don’t, you can do nothing about it.

Not a bad day after all. But I had a bad night yesterday, since 7+ at night. Troubles, troubles and more troubles. Restless, or soul-less to be more detailed about my current condition. Time pass so fast that I don’t even have the chance to get a pause. Looked at the scenery outside the window again, once again, the breeze refreshed me. I have the urge to migrate to New Zealand once I earn enough money for my dream. I’m in love with nature. Everything looked peaceful, but disaster is lurking within. Acceptance is my only way out. I sound so depressed. And also, I might be able to sleep well for tonight too. Can’t wait to see Man U get kicked in the ass by Roma. When can I watch Nada Sou Sou? I have so many movies I didn’t watch, storing in my drawer, but I still have the urge to watch Nada Sou Sou. I added one more song in my playlist. “Incomplete”. But the song “Unlove you”
Here’s the lyrics for both:

Unlove You

I felt in a perfect way
I never had a choice to make
Crest into your tidal wave
I didn't even stroke on
Sail right through your atmosphere
Close my eyes and land it here
I didn't see the trouble
And I didn't care

I can't unlove you
Can't do that
No matter how I tried
I'll never turn my back on someone who loves me too

I can do almost anything I have to
But there's one thing I cannot change
I almost kind of like the pain
I wear your tattoo like a stain
But it will take forever to fade away

I can't unlove you
Can't do that
No matter how I tried
I'll never turn my back on someone who loves me too
I can do almost anything I have to
But I can't unlove you
Oh no, why would I want to
I can't unlove you
Can't do that
I'll never get through that
Why would I want to

There's always time for other dreams
Why must we erase these things

I can't unlove youCan't do that
No matter how I tried
I'll never turn my back on someone who loves me too
But I can't unlove you
Can't feel that
No matter how I tried
I won't turn my back on someone who loves me too
I can do almost anything I have to
But I can't unlove you

Incomplete

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Haiz, I see no ray of hope shinning on our female cadet street soccer. Rumors were spreading that there were only 2 female teams. Sure can get silver again. Wining without honor but with hard work? I hope it should be vice versa. I don’t mind playing dirty, injuring the players, but I really want to see them playing with their best effort. No rules that restrict us, means that it’s legal.

Today changed seating arrangement again. Change to the seat beside the window. Looking at the sky, the clouds, the trees, 我的灵魂仿佛不在课堂里。好美啊！大自然太美了！心里感到十分安心。Peaceful in both mind and soul. For no reason, I feel like lying on a piece of empty grassland, enjoying the breeze, watching the clouds and the natural environment. How peaceful that will be. It will be better if I’m with my other half. New Zealand will be the best country for me to look for the environment. Own a small farm, playing with cats and other animals. Living is a warless environment, just living care freely as day pass. Even till my last breath. I need a place where my heart, my soul and mind can rest.

Maybe I’ll migrate to New Zealand when I have enough money to spend my life there.

Back after the warehouse sales, tiring… but it was a fruitful trip. Saved up to 90%! Purchased nine different VCDs/DVDs.
They are shown in the following:
Mortuary
Saw 2
Hunter X Hunter “Greed Island OVA”
Exorcist – The Beginning
Night At The Museum
An American Haunting

These are the items that I bought. Total: $39! Unbelievable! But what I bought is nothing compared to some hard-core movie fans, I saw people carrying 2 bad full of DVDs! TWO BAG FULL! They’re the true typical and hard core buyers! But I have to say, things there are cheap like SIAO!* besides these things, my cousin bought a BEIJING ROOST DUCK. Again, it’s cheap like SIAO!* too. I saw Fan* Wong taking pictures with the shop owner, and others celebrity too. I compared the market price of the BEIJING roost duck, we bought for $12.90 and other places sell $28 cant believe my eyes that things in Ubi road is God Damn Cheap! Haha, I’m obsessed with the unbelievable prices. Regretted not to bring more cash!

Back to post again. Sorry to keep all my loyal viewers waiting for so long. I had changed the skin of my blog again. Look good? Never mind, it’s my blog anyway. Recently, many things happened, good and bad. My hair style changed because I change the salon. Wondering, should I go to school tomorrow? Never mind, I control others mouth. Hope that I could accept those cold hard facts.

Yesterday, I went to vivo, the mall was big spacious. But too spacious! Wondering why Singapore government didn’t object about the large space wasted in that mall. Didn’t they say Singapore don’t have enough land? Not my problem too. Just wanna bad mouth the mall. Overall, vivo is the largest mall in town, that’s the fact. But only few shops attracted me. Candy Empire!!! I know that I might sound weird to all my loyal viewers that I love lollipops… but, I really like them.

Daiso, the $2 item shop was also a shop I visited with delight. But the best was PRGEONE, a shop where books and DVDs exist together. I stay in there for more then 1 hour to search and read. First time in history, I stay in a bookstall for so long. I bought a book, titled: One Litre of Tears. It’s a Chinese book. It’s a true story of a Japanese girl, who suffered a rare disease. The story was one of the bestseller and was also converted into a drama. Watched the drama before, tears were rolling but didn’t drop. So that’s not counted as crying. The day in vivo was tiring. It’s very big, but gave me an empty feel. Miss the showtime of “Nada Sou Sou” maybe I’ll buy the DVDs. Later on, I’m going to AZtech Building, for the warehouse sales of movies DVDs and VCDs. Last day for the sales! Gonna return with as many items as possible. I’m a typical Singaporean. That’s all. End of post.